Kimberly Lorraine

Zachary Steven Kenyon.<3

We have come a long way, and all I can say now is I love you so much and I’m so sorry for all the past I cant change anything but I can make it better. You have done alot of wrong but everyone does something wrong in their life’s but all you have to do is say sorry and I’ll forgive you. Thats all I want to hear is sorry… you mean the world to be and the last year and half has made me realize your who I want to be with for the rest of my life. You are their for me when I cry, your always their to listen I got the joy of being loved by you and being your bestfriend, you are so caring and when we were together you always knew what to say to put a smile on my face. I miss all our long walks downtown all all the times we went and sat by the water together and smoked, and I remember we almost missed the trolly and you took me by the hand and we ran you never let go.. And That meant the most to me. Just having you here by my side night and day made me feel whole and my world was complete. I remember all the party’s we had with your family, and the night we went bowling your family is so wonderful you should be greatful you have them. I never want to live with out you, its like asking a bee to live without making honey again its just impossible. I miss our long night, when we stayed up and talked or I woke up in the middle of the night to you kissing me or me kissing you <3 or all the long nights we made love for hours, seriously from about 11 or 12 to 7 am haha. I was sooo tired the next day and I had to work. I miss spending my summer with you that’s when we got really close. Yeahh, we had our fights here and their but you never gave up on us and I never will either god blessed us with a baby and as the days go on I love you soooo much more.  I remember the night I did mushrooms and you came to my rescue when nobody else would and you stayed with me all night and made me potato’s haha. they were hella bomb <3 and I remember when I was walking through wapato with adam and you socked the shit out of him because he left me that night, and I thank you soo much for that. You really were the first guy to ever stand up for me why did I not see how much you loved me I was stupid and childish I just wish you were here with me right now and I would never let you go again. and the world can shut up if they have a problem with it because in the end it’s you + me and the baby <3 You guys are my world and I never want to go without you guys. I want to grow old with you and watch our kids grow up and become adults and have baby’s of their own I want to stick with you through thick and thin and If I ever had the chance I want to marry you <3 and never let you go. I love you so much that words aren’t enough to explain it anymore. I cry myself to sleep everynight, and sing our song until I fall asleep just to feel okay agian. I miss your touch and your kiss and your warmth, you were my heater and my love I want to cuddle with you and lay with you in your arms and never let go, I want to be able to smell your smell on my pillows again I want to wake up everymorning and see your laying next to me I miss you soo much writing this is making me cry and I just dont want to stop because writing about you eases the pain and makes me feel like your here again. I look back at our pictures and we have had some good times I miss then so much and I dont want to ever forget about them I want to make more and more and more, I want to see the world with you and explore everything I can with you. All I want is you by my side holding me close and never letting go. I love you so much <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 

12.19.10